Advice? At this point, I never want to submit anything again! SIGH. My husband passed away a couple of weeks ago, meanwhile the project was in a setting-up phase …. Finishing a dissertation and going through the the whole process isn`t so easy and fun as people depict and think of it. My dissertation is killing me. thank you for this post, so needed right now….can anyone give me advice? This one co-chair just doesn’t have/can’t be bother to make constructive comments, so they harp on the small things. This is sucking the life out of me. I don’t feel depressed, just so hard to concentrate. I’m even later to the party, and what a read. But my problem at this moment is that I am truly without any will to go on… I can’t see any reason to continue…. Change ), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Thanks a mba information sessions, marketing project reports thesis, and the latest issue of terragen - photorealistic scenery rendering software. I am now getting to the point of having to go back and update references to more current stuff … like you … I actually really like my topic (again – its a love-hate relationship)_… it’s all the darn reviews, go backs and … when its about done … the review starts all over again. I think spite will do it. Gordon, REPLY. Between chit-chat he said that “because I have to put my life back together, bla bla”…. Somebody help me find some motivation. I know now I am not alone!! You must take it from them, or they win. Wanted to show my advisors that I would still finish, even after getting a (non-academic) job. and it will be over. all i can think about is how much time left i have, and when i’m going to actually finish. I will keep going, keep moving, I will finish this..maybe out of spite or maybe just because I am so tired that I want to think that there is a life after all this shit…I started this with lots of hope, dreams and even love…after 6 years this is my worst nightmare and I just want to wake up! Thing is, there’s this thing called a dissertation which is slowly killing me from the inside out. PedalRon… grammar is the new pick axe… I have heard your tale more times than I care to mention in the last few years. Clients of ours vehemently agree with that statement. I was ready to throw in the towel last week until I realized I never listened to people that tried to put up barriers in the past, so why should I start listening to them now? All things others who haven’t gone through the same journey have experienced and think are normal. I also had a break for bit less than a year, and still not writing. (I certainly don’t mind if someone disagrees with me, but some of these people seem to delight in being snarky and condescending to students.). No prospectus, no nothing for 2 years, until I managed to get outside help having BF removed like an unwanted growth. Hmmm, yet another hidden talent of our chairs…they can predict our futures…cool!!! i stumbled upon this post today. I don’t even want to think of tomorrow when today is just so full of changes. I can feel the anxeity on my scalp. Yet, to date- I have never quit something I started. Why? what’s more important is finding a job so i don’t end up homeless..when i put it in that perspective, the dissertation is just one hoop to jump through to get that job, whatever it may be. Thanks for sharing today. Have never tried to TEACH! Loved your article! Finish…, At first blush- (a light comment if I may?) I love that many many things in our world may change… but this truth… written in 2011 holds so true to so many right now in 2017… and I wish I’d known this in 1997 when I tearfully and angrily walked out of my lab with my unfinished chapters and never went back… boy, do I wish I had. it doesn’t matter how to you do it, how you continue, what works for you…whatever it takes finish IS the choice, yes you must continue – do not let them win. Your supervisor has told you that you are on the wrong track, you are stuck on the data analysis chapter, and now you are finally sure of one thing: you are going down. Holy crap, you have no idea how badly I needed to hear that someone else went through what I am dealing with right now! He thought that if I focused on a specific area, I might not get any related area. I don’t feel persistent, I feel spiteful and focused on putting it in the rear view. I defended my proposal last month and trying to get through the IRB process at this point so that I can start to collect data. Sigh! I feel empty. Good luck to you- to be named Dr. this may actually get me going again after sitting with my adviser for 2 1/2 hours today ….to realize that all edits must be done in 3 weeks…while teaching full time and extra duties at work…. “Dear Abbie”- Like we haven’t heard that as a starter in a while! Now I need to rewrite! I feel the same way right now. Thank you for yout encouragement. I am getting to that point where I hate this so much, but cannot fathom not finishing after all the time, money and work invested. I did not know I had extended family! . Signed up for 8 weeks 1-1 with my chair to force myself. Trust me on at least this one….. You have taken time to complete this project- yes- and you have stayed the course (work) — I would wake up angry, spend the day seething in my own bitterness, and go to sleep (if I could sleep) sullen and resentful. Remember what those who have left you- left you with! Below is an abstract. So .. keep going, do it with all the spite you can muster. Thank you for the post, even though I still don’t quite understand this “spite” thing. Impossible to go back once life and a career gets in the way! I’m thinking about talking to the Chair or the Dean about that, file a complaint or something….. It’s my 6th year and my 3rd project….. almost a year wasted on research, literature review….. he had my first chapter before Christmas and didn’t read it yet…..I thought of quitting since last year but I invested so much money, time and effort that I continued hoping something will change…. But there are days … I hate my dissertation – the process and everyone who asks me when I am going to finish … I’ll let you know how my next submission goes. 4 Years ago to be precise. I want this…..badly! it really made me laugh. normal. I’m sharing this for my classmates to survive this last 2 weeks of shit we’re going through!!! I am in my 3rd year and am not really learning anything from it other than what a run-around it is. I’m so far behind because of not having access to the materials I needed to do my experiment and I’m having to ask for an extension. 121 edits, 4 complete revisions, count- them- gone through 8 sitting committee members- ONE actually died! You finished just to spite them. 60-odd pages (50%) of writing remains. enough said. The notion of spitefully finishing my diss, which my committee would then be forced by university policy to read, warms the devious nugget of my heart. I decided to stop doing that because it was just too exhausting. I don’t have the drive anymore but realize I am not as alone in the truly deep feelings of … moving (or not moving) forward. 4 years course work (part time) now almost 4 years on damn dissertation! I would finish my dissertation to spite every professor I ever had, even the few who were not smug assholes. My Second External disagreed with my premise! My committee keeps telling me to add this or that, or change this or that, and I just don’t have the time!!!! I really just want to quit after 4.5 years in the program! not look at that fucking paragraph again…. I just want it over!!!! In my candidature (Australia) I have been bullied, ignored, and ‘supported’ by totally negligent (yet predictably condescending) committee members and HR. When I started it all looked like green grass. At the end its only you who can help yourself. I’m glad I walked. I finished in honor of you, Blairmo. Additionally, while I think my project and evidence need to be put out there (a totally overlooked piece of the puzzle that is actually VERY relevant today), I have a full-time job and finishing my Ph.D. will not affect my career or income in the near future. For a moment, try to put aside the notion that. This entire dissertation process has made me so unfocussed and lazy and procrastination prone. JCAHO would not list the renowned hospital but mentions the lesser knowns. Why are you the lone gatekeeper to say I’m not an academic? I can handle 10 weeks of this, especially if I’ll be done forever! Instead, I would defend my dissertation to spite everyone who had ever told me to enroll in a graduate program because I was “smart” and smart people should just drop out of society and go to school forever, apparently. A full semester of work for a bachelor’s level research paper. SPITE – well- I’ve nothing else to go on….. All my best to you Cici and all the others out there trying to get a PhD. WHY DID I DO THAT? Perhaps that contains a streak of spite. Feel your project is not up to scratch? And I used to care so much and now I just want to jump off a cliff when I think about it. I want to go for the finish it for spite thing, but how do you hold on to that as long as you need it? I don’t have spite. The job market all over the country ain’t that bad right now. Future Hypothesis Generation! But no matter what is standing on your way to crafting a winning dissertation, the no-fail secret to getting it right is seeking writing help. I actually feel sorry for them. My committee members are going to chop it up anyways, so why put so much time and ego into it?? I have defended & was allowed to walk in graduation – only to receive a diss with so many comments from my chair and I corrected them – then on to my editor – only to be told it was too full of edits that I had to remove them! Well, actually my thesis is killing me too. . What beautiful words! I’m now 99% sure I will miss the deadline which will render me jobless, but it has been a valuable life lesson and I’ve learned a lot about myself (on a very, very unpleasant way, which I do not wan’t to go through ever again). I don’t know what’s worse – having them pay not enough attention, or having them pay too much. If all this wasn’t bad enough, I was so stunned at his contradictions that it didn’t even strike me until the next day that if he really believed that is good mentorship, then why wasn’t he being a good mentor (i.e. I have no one else to talk to about this. I have been working on my Master thesis almost full-time for 11 months now and I am so disgusted by it right now that I can’t think about anything except how much I hate it. You have no choice as Miss Moxie said, you must finish and you will get through. I also become quite sad and hopeless at times. Thank you! Pull through!” This shit isn’t easy. Sigh. Just find it! The ball, to a particular amount as soon as the wheel halts. : When I realized that my advisor will let me pass anyway with whatever-300-pages-of-crap (after the appropriate amount of time and suffering) my motivation is gone and my interest in the field as well. Even later to the party, but this is exactly what I needed to read today. as I leave adjunct land and the industry forever. Barren- You are too funny! After crafting the structure, finishing your dissertation becomes so much simplified. Although she’s incredibly passionate about the work, I can see it engulfing her life. I never actually had very much trouble writing and publishing. I hardly feel like I can even bear to look at it again. My doctor is not nuts about adding stimulants, and I’d like to get through this process without adding a fourth medication to my regimen (crazy, I know). quitting isnt failure if you truly feel that youve given it everything youve got. I am in my third year of uni and have got 3months left, although it doesn't seem long , i am really stressed with all the work load, 4 big assignments and dissertation to do , my head is killing me , i feel as if im doing my dissertation wrong . You are totally welcome, it helps me in this insane process to know I helped someone along the way , I have to submit my dissertation in one week, I defend in one month, and I seriously cannot even summon the ounce of motivation I need to open the document, and do a final run through. Spitefully finishing was a way of saying “fuck you” to the system and all the people who kept telling me that if I did everything right, things would work out. You will want to quit repeatedly. subside- if only for enough time to read and write. Kinda felt good to write what you did here- right? We should be all reading, critically reviewing, analyzing, and writing. , and post dissertation depression will be alien phrases. At this point I’m just doing it because I’m so close, I’ve come this far, and I really want to prove my doubters wrong, ALWAYS have that Ph.D. in my back pocket, and to make my wife, son, and families proud. …I used to have imposter syndrome however now I recognize many professors are the imposters! because it’s putting the rest of my awesome life on hold. I am devoid of emotion, so have no “spite” in me. I will have to think on it. After all these years this post still resonates ! Thank you for your post. All of us in this blog have your back and feel your pain. How hard is it to write a dissertation? All my best for your brighter future! EMSLTTP (Even More), I am writing a puny but pointless undergrad diss and have already spewed molten shite all over my ‘soon-to-have -his-head-punched-in’ teacher via e-mail. Thank for this post. At this point, the ONLY reason I’m going to try to finish is because I’ve spent so much of my personal time and money on it… I don’t expect to get much out of it in terms of respect, a job, etc. General Ceel TGC Founder. You will think no one is as bad as you are at this whole ‘academic shit.’ But, beyond all reason….keep going. Acting out of spite does not mean that one is always right or blameless, which is what makes spite different than sanctimony. -every day i aim to get one to two pages written. Aghhhhhhhh. I feel EXACTLY the same way! I SPITE my supervisor, I SPITE every single person in my department asking me “how is you thesis going?”. I can’t wait to give my committee the finger and honestly I don’t believe they should even put their name on MY project…they didn’t help one iota! For more about our cookie and privacy policy, see Terms of Use. Now follow the dissertation carefully from the start and make the next step. We do not endorse or encourage activities that may be in violation of applicable law or college/university policies. Whether you are wondering how to finish a PhD in 3 years or a dissertation in just three months. My special thanks to all of you for what you have done and still do to help me to. Go back to the reason you chose to start your masters. LOVE this – writing up my PhD thesis was one of the worst experiences of my life, and thinking about it in these terms might have helped…. I have recently completed my PhD. You can never trust them nor ever drop your guard with them…don’t ever confuse them with being a friend or even just on your side. Thank you for this … I want to quit so much, but I am so close and know I would regret it. I just want to be an excellent high school college counselor. Oh well Moses had the right intentions . And in this case a new professor with different agendas could possibly redirect your efforts. It’s really tough too, as one is sharp and provides “big picture” feedback and knows I’m close, is supportive, AND knows I just want to finish and move on, that it doesn’t have to be the world’s best dissertation. breath! All that now – does not really need to be said here- but seems rather appropriate- The available resources might be inadequate. Announcements Applying to uni? Stay tuned for how late-stage Humanities PhD school turned me into a raving lunatic who found refuge in spite. Whether you are wondering how to finish a PhD in 3 years or a dissertation in just three months, expert writers are there for you. Please, help!” from the frustrated students, who take care of their academic reputation but recognize that academic writing is not one of their strengths. A year feels like forever. Ain’t no one got time for this! Seriously, I can see the line, I can hear the tape flapping in the wind. Thanks. , Agree to all of the above. Using a sample of another well-written dissertation: Well, no matter what chapter is making your dissertation hell, having a sample as a guide can be of great help. I start my master thesis, almost 3 weeks gone I haven’t finished research proposal yet. Where is the motivation? Good for you, Gordon! everyone around me was putting their best foot forward and there i was sitting like a lump being depressed for a year. Your loved ones would have really wanted you to finish, you must think about when you get to the finish line. I must share it with my social networks. Case in point: “I kid you not – my dissertation is killing me. i am really worried that it will never even properly start, when it is to be finished within the next four months. Thank you very, very much for your feedback and support. Well, i guess i better channel my inner “Spiter” :-). Efforts to follow your supervisor’s instructions do not seem to yield much. You and your experiences fit right in! My brain is putting up a terrible fight dragging my body kicking and screaming to the desk … but with so much to lose, it’s now or never. Indeed, there are many things that can stand on your way to finishing your dissertation correctly. It is simply done being a dissertation, at which point it becomes another vile creature called a “book manuscript” that inspires further bouts of mental disease.). ps i love the fact that this is still relevant after 6 years. Just thought you all would appreciate this little tid bit-. After loosing my hair and taking time out of work from feeling suicidal from the thought of failure. AAAHHHH!!!! Therefore, you end up asking yourself, “Can I pay someone to do my coursework?” The answer is, yes! Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Case Study Analysis Writing Tips For College Students. If it takes two- four- or DEAR GOD- dear I type- 6 years….. you will end up with a true Or medical degrees…. No one but you can know. GET’ER DONE! Two semesters ago, I applied and was hired for the job I figured I would get at the end of the doctoral degree The dilemma – do I enjoy the job I have and be ever grateful to have it while still ABD or do I finish the job I started out 3 years ago. Part of it is my fault, and I’ve hit some major departmental hurdles. The struggle is so real. Taking one day at a time now, got my health back and determined to finish! So true. I went on the job market for TWO YEARS! Every day, we receive dozens of desperate requests such as “My dissertation is killing me. Keep on going! Dear GOD why the hell did we In addition to the entire quantity of purses, there is a distinction between, American Roulette and European Roulette. Although, truthfully, I’m less angry now and even toyed around with aborting this project. I try to work evenings, but have no motivation after already being at a computer 8-9 hours. PrisonDoc says: January 25, 2017 at 4:21 pm. This whole PhD is truly a solo project and you need to protect and defend it through each and every step along that long, bumpy and winding road to completion. When I was deep in dissertation hell, I went batshit crazy for a while. I keep telling myself that i have invested so much to just throw it all away. Thank you. who will genuinely LOVE going through your thesis correcting conjunctions and all the other things we ignored at school! If getting that PhD or EdD was easy, there would a much larger amount of “doctors” out there! i’m so over this dissertation. LOVE I was telling him that blind review is a f***** lie after finding out a mediocre-writer peer of mine was getting a piece published because a friend of her advisor was now editor at a top journal. Full draft, advisor has offered to just take what I have and help me get it publishable. Most of all, I would earn the PhD to spite every single one of my dissertation committee members who held so much power over me and could dictate with impunity when I was ready to be released from their clutches. Oh I so needed this article now…..I am not sure where I am going to send my spite to at this moment. Reply. This from the same chair who has refused to meet with me the last 3 weeks because I am not submitting the next 20 pages minimum and revisions to my previous ten pages… So, my first chair left the university because it was going through a split – and my second one is on a power trip and leaves because of 5 unanswered communications today. Everyday has the same feeling of stress, regret, hate myself. I would complete my diss to spite my supervisors at the Colleges Where I Used to Adjunct who oozed with platitudes about how I would be a sought-after candidate on the job market once I graduated. I’m really down to the re-editing and re-organizing phase. My gosh….this is the best site ever! ONE DAY AT A TIME. But now I’ll just remember: finish it because fuck him, that’s why. okay, sorry, just had to get that out. It states, “You didn’t break me then, and you won’t break me now”. It was just what worked for me. No one but you expects your dissertation to be perfect. i am living with the feeling of having made the wrong choice of topic for the dissertation since past 6 months and despite all the reading and thinking, the dissertation isn’t going anywhere. Really.. In sum: the everything about this situation.. Even if you are writing a dissertation in 3 months, the professional writers will get you top-rated documents. That is EXACTLY how I feel. Actually, not luck. LOVE is: persistence-hope-and a way to focus on other things to make the pain It really makes me angry but, I also have a GREAT target for my spite. I still am not as excited as I was once – but agree – it’s okay to hate this and not feel guilty anymore. I can’t tell every one around me (people with fun, money and lives) when I’m done, or still struggling, because the reaction will be – well it’s about time. I couldn’t even afford a dinner date. My dissertation comm was a bunch of flower children from the 60s. I want to get out but its too late. I feel like I don’t even know anything either and feel like a fraud . I love the people who say ‘ oh so you only have another year or so, surely you can manage that?’ Well pardon me whilst I just die from a stress induced heart attack! Just grind it out and finish it up so you can move on with your life!! Next Last. He was eleven at the time. I’ve got a million people asking me when it’ll be done. there were other students working / helping on it too…. We are here for a reason. Find what ever works! I went to a local, bottom tier school because it was the only thing I could afford, so I’m not going to have a worthwhile degree. Thank you so much Elenanor! Simply because it made me laugh and it gave me one huge boost, just knowing other people felt this way. Hope you don’t mind if I share this fellow dissertators. I definitely needed this, as I nod my head in acknowledgement to the rest of you that have faced/are facing the same. Cheers! ;) So keep climbing fellow PhD monkeys…one branch at a time!!! неплохой вариант обучают работе и бизнесу Ha, ha… anyone could get that degree. I have finally finished myself. I HATE MY DISSERTATION. God help us that we become part of that system. Blairmo, thank you so much. In this case, athletes have chips, that have the identical true worth. Does anyone have tips for losing any sort of adrenaline response mid-way through the dissertation? The only stepping stone I see in your way is if your deceased husband was sitting on your committee? Thesis Is Killing Me Now to my expectation. Let spite, loathing, love or stubbornness drive you on. I have currently have over 200 pages (of cr*p in my opinion) and I probably have over 30% unfinished with two weeks left till submission. Admittedly, and obviously, this is MY experience, but sounds like I may not be alone. I’m supposed to defend my dissertation in time to get my PhD in August or maybe January, while teaching five sections of something that’s not even my discipline as an adjunct and raising two kids with my partner who has had exactly that type of “mentorship” (AKA ridiculously easy path to publication) and for whose cushy post-doc job we therefore moved across the country. ONCE an f-ing year! You can too! The good news: come May I should be done and gone forever, just a 35 hour work week and I’ll NEVER have to re-edit another dissertation chapter. Thanks for telling! This post is crafted specifically to help you deconstruct. You fit right in with the rest of us! A barefoot marathon. ‘Cause all the chair positions on our committees are taken! It’s quite a sting, and primarily why I haven’t pushed to get done sooner. One more year for a prospectus. My graduation was last week and believe me the relief is immense, but the sweetness of knowing I reached the finish line is even more satisfying. every time i see my computer, i feel sick to my stomach. I have an index card that I keep at my workstation. Just a query for those that have completed or are in the middle of MSc studies. It must end. Just the whole academia makes me vomit. She also cannot grasp I just want to move on, don’t need this to get a job. Staff member. But worse I think about the endgame and how I might now want it at all. To be honest, writing the dissertation was actually kind of fun. They have professional writers who have written dozens of dissertations and made past students pass with flying colors. WHATEVER IT TAKES, DO IT. Spite is underrated because people think it is an emotion for selfish people who are just nasty for No Good Reason. Her replacement could not act as my chair and wanted me to select another. Actually, professional help to help you roll over that dissertation is only a click away. I finally saw that these people were no better than I am. Anyone have any experiences to share to distract me ( and perhaps motivate me to complete this last two chapters lol) Either version adds to the overall horribleness. Help!! It sucks even more cause I never wanted to do this PhD but it was the only way out of a bad situation at home that if I had stayed I would have been forced to get married or I would have committed suicide (it really is that bad) saddest part is this PhD will be for nothing as I want nothing to do with it after I finish . Just get on with it is the message , who cares. Hot chest, dangerous thoughts and pure rage in my head. This is the question that you should have asked before commencing the journey to write your thesis. Now I will embrace the spite and hope it carries me through this last little bit of torture…. so am thinking maybe anger is better than reaching for spite and is more motivational… the disdain for the hypocrisy of higher ed! i don’t have a social life anymore. Anytime & Any Section. For all of the family members who asked in voices full of disdain, “Well, why would you even want to pursue college?”…or the folks I was super-jealous of for living high on the hog having never had to go this route…for seeing fellow students’ work that was just torn to shreds for ego reasons…or for the (admittedly, just) one lone holdout on the committee who insisted on shitting on my baby right to the end. I have well meaning friends and colleagues that offer support, but the stress is killing me because I can't trust my own instincts and I don't know how to ask for help. Thank you. The gambling game of roulette should be to do you know what selection do are categorized normally, the golf ball and set up the total number of paris. Perfectionism/procrastination? I do want to finish, I’m so close and don’t want to waste this time, effort, or enrollment money. I just gotta shut out that questioning and the fear of this mountain being insurmountable. Thanks for this comment. however, i am at the home stretch, i aim to send her my final draft in four days, by july 15….my defense date is aug. 15…..i have sent her two emails since July 2, one being my final chapter. Well there OP, You are in a business in which handling data is an absolute. I’ll be coming here whenever I need to be reminded that other people are just as crazy. Why didn’t you just finish??”. I do often have anger however. Практика показывает, что переход на ОС Виндовс 10 на нетбуке (ноутбуке) в сущности может быть продиктован несколькими поводами. -i tell myself to quit second-guessing myself as i write. My situation is obviously nothing near to as tragic as yours but I handed in embarrassingly 3 months late! SLTTP (Spectacularly Late to the Party) Thank god for the good people here who have motivated me to dredge up enough suppressed spite from that dark, airless place in my heart to have one last stab at finishing my wretched thesis. Until I found this chain, I had not realised my hatred & loathing were normal. With professional writers, you can put on a big smile right away: my dissertation is killing me, and post dissertation depression will be alien phrases. Hang in there…. im not even close to finishing, but bit by bit im letting go of my perfectionist self in favour of throwing this horrid text right in my department’s face so they can free me from these torturous bonds… at least until my defense. he gave the project to the other guy (a Master student) who was supposed to help me…. 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